November 16, 2010

"your not so charming.

'cause slippin' in the bed isn't the way to a mans heart. guess you never had to work that hard."

- Katy McAllister

I forgive to easily.

I can never sleep in on weekends.

I will be forever quoting Drake and Taylor Swift.

I didn't go to school today. The weird thing is, i miss it. I miss my friends. I don't miss anyone in particular cause i really don't like anyone this year. Seems like every boy i talk to is immature or just looking for a "good time". I am not gonna be having a "good time" with anyone until marriage. I honestly do mean that. I know some girls say it to seem "funny" but i actually mean it. I don't want any unplanned pregnancy's is one of my reasons. The other is because it scares me. BIG TIME. Although some say "oh it's so much fun!" It won't be fun when you have a kid, in high school. I personally don't want children. Another one of me? No, thank you. I just wanna party party party and eat. I wanna eat junk food for the rest of my life as well. I don't want to be fat, a good personal goal for me is staying at a good 120lbs until I'm 60. I want to start running, like around my neighborhood. I just gotta find out who lives in my neighborhood that wants to run? (get at me) I want to run track this year. I just gotta stay in shape. I figured out my neighbor is, he's the kid who saw me fall down the stairs last year. It wasn't really a fall. More of a trip. It was a misstep. Embarrassing. It's a good thing he isn't cute.

-A'breezy

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November 15, 2010

you oughtta meet the love of my life, his names THE GAME.

- Drizzy Drake (:

Remember when, you'd rush back home after school to watch Double Dare? Not Double Dare 2000 but the ORIGINAL Double Dare. Maybe it was just me. I wish life was like that game show. When something was too hard, or too scary. All you had to say was "I'll take the physical challenge". Get a couple pies in the face, and get slimed. No big deal. (;

I guess you could say i'm the type of girl who cares too much, i get attached too easily. I would like to take a vow to not get attached to anyone, until I know for a fact there dedicated to me and only me. None of this "you and her and oh she's cute too". I vow to not care as much and too just take life as it comes to me. I am still a child (teenager). I shouldn't be as boy crazy as I am. I would like to change that as well. I crush on too many boys, I need to consume more of my time doing school related things rather than worry about "who's playing me? who likes me?". Just gonna go with the flow. Tonights my last night in my house, after today i'm gonna be in my new house. So many memories in this house, definitely a big change. Change can be good. Hope to make new memories in this house. I just gotta stay positive.

-A'breezy

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November 7, 2010

my mind forgets to remind me your a bad idea...

I'm moving... houses. I'm moving near my school which sucks, cause i like bummin' it to the grocery store without having to worry on who will see me. Now I'm gonna be all paranoid. Reminiscing on these years in my house, i have come to realize how much I truly have changed and how the things I said I would NEVER do, I did. I don't regret doing the things I did since it has only made me a stronger person but I do wonder where my conscience was that night. Reminiscing, I think of how little i was when I first moved in and how I thought the people I was supposedly "best friends" with seemed to vanish as soon as we got to high school. I really wish i had a warning sign on who would stay with me through the long road and who would disappear as soon as they got the chance.

[Change of subject]

It takes your birthday to realize who your TRUE friends are. If you know me, you probably see that i call EVERYONE with eyes my best friend. There's just one girl who i call my BEST FRIEND. It took a birthday to see how bad of a best friend she was. She ended up ditching me to hang at a football game, not even telling me i had to read it on her FB page. The next day she lied to me saying she got grounded when people on her page are saying "football game was fun last night with you". I honestly hope she's reading this, because i would never ever ever miss her birthday for a football game, not just cause it's in may but because i considered her a sister. Now i know how much our friendship actually meant to her...

[change of subject]

I'm talking to this boy I used to like, and well things are going good. Until i embarrass myself.

HIM: who do you like?

ME: Are you asking me in a sneaky way if i like you?

HIM: no lmao, if i were to do that i would just say do you like me?

uhh, awkward much?

Greaaat night right?

[change of subject]

-A'breezy.

November,6, 2010

I haven't hung out with Jordan since last weekend and it's killing me. Literally.

Since I was so incredibly bored, i made this video (:

Speaking of peanut butter, i got the newest T-SWIFT C.D. and it is as good as they say it is.

When reading her prologue she talks about why she named her album Speak Now.

It's true how so many people wish they could have said something but didn't

I know some things i wish i could have said but didn't and went home and thought about it over and over,

wishing i could just go back in time and erase it all or at least redo what i said or did.

I would like to use this blog to "Speak Now" as Taylor Swift would say and say what i wish i could have.

Words can make or break someone and i would like to use my words to make someone, if that makes sense.

In high school, being embarrassed is like falling down the stairs in front of a bunch of football players. Tragic.

I was embarrassed in the cafeteria the other day. The story went a little like this: This girl and I were talking about the new kid. I had said "he was cute". Someone overheard and somehow it got back to him that i liked him. I went to talk to my best guy friend and there's where the embarrassment came. All his friends started screaming at me asking if i liked him. I turned as red as a tomato. Nobody believed me when I said I didn't like him. I have never actually talked to him, and I most likely never will. It's been about a week since the incident and people are STILL talking about it.

-A'breezy