November 7, 2010

my mind forgets to remind me your a bad idea...

I'm moving... houses. I'm moving near my school which sucks, cause i like bummin' it to the grocery store without having to worry on who will see me. Now I'm gonna be all paranoid. Reminiscing on these years in my house, i have come to realize how much I truly have changed and how the things I said I would NEVER do, I did. I don't regret doing the things I did since it has only made me a stronger person but I do wonder where my conscience was that night. Reminiscing, I think of how little i was when I first moved in and how I thought the people I was supposedly "best friends" with seemed to vanish as soon as we got to high school. I really wish i had a warning sign on who would stay with me through the long road and who would disappear as soon as they got the chance.

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It takes your birthday to realize who your TRUE friends are. If you know me, you probably see that i call EVERYONE with eyes my best friend. There's just one girl who i call my BEST FRIEND. It took a birthday to see how bad of a best friend she was. She ended up ditching me to hang at a football game, not even telling me i had to read it on her FB page. The next day she lied to me saying she got grounded when people on her page are saying "football game was fun last night with you". I honestly hope she's reading this, because i would never ever ever miss her birthday for a football game, not just cause it's in may but because i considered her a sister. Now i know how much our friendship actually meant to her...

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I'm talking to this boy I used to like, and well things are going good. Until i embarrass myself.

HIM: who do you like?

ME: Are you asking me in a sneaky way if i like you?

HIM: no lmao, if i were to do that i would just say do you like me?

uhh, awkward much?

Greaaat night right?

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-A'breezy.